2003-03-09 - 12:46 a.m. - -
another night at home, listening to records. buffalo springfield right now. grading papers like it is my job...oh wait...im doubting teaching. i realized i have not done anything creative lately. my time is completely consumed by being an educator. i don't know if i can handle that. i have very high expectations for other aspects of my life. i am not ready to let a career take me over.
i really do love working with the kids, but honestly, i can be selfish.
fuck. i hate this.
xoxo
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