2001-07-13 - 3:46 a.m. - 25 in silence
you know when yer younger and yer dad says: this will hurt me more than it will hurt you.this is how i feel.
the car ride home was silent, my mind racing, writing these sentences before the keyboard was within the reach of my fingers. even this setnence and the one before. i needed to challenge you. to make you at least realize that it wasn't as simple as you make it. that it never is and that nothing ever will be. and youa re right that sometimes you have to make a leap of faith. and i don't disagree with you. i just worry.
and so there was the honest outpouring of words and ideas that turned into veiled personal attacks and finally to tears.
im sorry i made you cry.
we're both better than that.
and then in the car listening to lovesick and everything slowly began to mend as all skinned knees ina ll friendships do. but maybe this was more than skinned knees. this was sprained ankles also.
and you. where have you been. i miss hearing from you. i feel a thousand miles away from you but yer only a hundred and twenty. i miss you friend. i love you.
aloha was amazing tonight. i dont need to say anything else.
xoxo
listen to: aloha. lovesick. the white stripes. robots in boxes.
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