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2003-12-22 - 5:02 a.m. - cruelty

so these kids were in bill's tonight. they were kind of a little obnoxious, but not enough to detract from good talkings with seth, tony, and chris. heres the thing, seth was working on one of the portraits that he has been comissioned to draw, right? and hes a talented fucker, right? and of course one of the best human beings i know. so these three jerk offs are leaving and one of them moves toward seth, hand extended, speaking: "hey man." now understand, this is not uncommon. strangers always talk to seth about whatever he is drawing. people are curious and envious and so stop and oggle his talent. but this kid, just before shaking hands, pulls his hand back and walks away. wierd? right, so then we notice that the kids left their table trashed. bills is a fucking doughnut shop. you clear your own shit. but no, they spilled coffee everywhere and dumped an entire container of sugar into a cup. we cleaned it up of course, as we always do when fuckers like this can't act responsible. and one of the doughnut ladies (the one with plastic looking blond hair and a stony face) tells us that they were probably being douche bags because they couldn't get a coffee refil for free. bills doesn't play that game. they have a sign stating that they don't play that game. but these kids apparently felt that to compensate for not getting a free refill they had to waste an entire container of sugar, make a huge fucking mess, and then diss one of the best people i have ever known.

and i ask myself, why are people so worthless?

and i think about something i used to read about in ypsilant's diaryland page about a guy named GJ. well, gj been showing up a lot lately and its all spoiled fuckin suburbanites who don't know how to deal when their every whim isn't beckoned to.

here is what i say to them: fuck off, motherfuckers. i hate you.

but here is the thing that gets me. it is the cruelty and brutality betrayed, even by such meaningless gesutres as those perpetrated in the doughnut shop tonight, that will place these people into places of power and wealth. places that will control the outcome of my existence, possibly.

and i think to myself, i am happy. but will i be happy when these fuckups are running the world i live in?

so where is the balance?

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