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2003-09-10 - 7:04 a.m. - -

i had an entry up for about five minutes. then i thought better of it. i will ask only this question: there are things that are important. like how we treat each other. how we treat ourselves. to a lot of you this is not important, and in ways it is kind of stupid that it is important because what will it really matter a hundred years from now. but you see, a hundred years from now doesn't exist. the only thing that exists is now. and so the way we make people feel is important. and so the ways that certain friends of mine have been making people feel as of late is ugly and hurtful and disgraceful. So the question: am i wrong to be upset about these things? and do you really think you can just go on doing these things without alienating someone? do you honestly think you care that i'm upset, or is it just that somebody doesn't like the things you do, and you probably don't either so you try to head off the insecurity it causes at the pass by trying to fix what you broke? these are questions. and no, i don't think we should talk about this in person. my voice is too weak these days, and yours is to full of its own thunder. it would be an elephant talking to a mouse.

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