2003-06-25 - 11:12 p.m. - change
it is hot outside and it feels nice to be in the sun, sweating.i am glad to hear you are painting, glad to hear from you period. i can't say how strange all of this feels. it makes me think about how easy it is for one to change his or her life immensely in a very short period of time. this is not dissimlar to the way that death or life can occur. everything just happens without warning so often. no one sees it coming. this what i have been thinking about. how things just happen and not even the person making the decision knows why or how they got to that point, or even that they were about to arrive at that point.
and still you just drive in your car and listen to music and think about how you need to clean your car so badly and fix your CD player and make a tape and write a new letter and keep writing, never stop. and you want to get through this Pynchon book you're reading because it really isn't doing anything for you, but you can't stop.
never stop.
listen to: american analog set, arab strap, calvin johnson, yo la tengo, fred thomas, blur, the secret stars.
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