2001-10-16 - 2:15 a.m. - boringboringboringboring
today i helped somebody learn. and i'm pretty sure that it was what i was put on this earth to do. that is, of course, only my dayjob as by night i will be a rock star and a pulitzer prize winning, not only poet, but novelist as well. and even if that doesn't work out im still gonna be a star (all the way to reno?). there is something incredibly gratifying about helping someone learn. like yeah all the fame and fortune of rock and roll and literary brilliance is cool and all (which i will undoubtedly know soon how it feels for real) but really just the idea of helping someone make themselves better, smarter, faster is incredible. and i never thought i'd be saying this, ever, but i am really coming to grips with my future. i know what i want to do. and its happening (its all happening). and im content. not ecstatic, but content. and happy. to the point that i kind of forgot how lonely i've felt lately.also: tonight on todd's radio show we felt like tools because we played "white flowers" by Flashpapr, and "School" by Saturday Looks Good To Me back to back...i wonder if anyone noticed that the same guy was singing both songs. later we played Guns And Roses by Bunkbed NIght...not the same people...it was just the other CD i had with me...thouhgt it worth mentioning.
also: im going to bed
also: wow this entry seems very dull and boring compared to what i wrote over the weekend. its late and i have to be up early. is there a connection? probably.
life is in the details.
xoxo
listen to: flashpapr, saturday looks good to me, bunkbed nights, modest mouse, lovesick (rip)
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