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2001-07-08 - 4:20 p.m. - busted

what a fitting time to have started this entry.

i got back into bowling green today with an emergency message on my machine. it was my friend who had soem important news about a mutual friend. needless to say when i heard what this news was i was fairly dissappointed.

remember: the things you have been meaning to talk about are perhaps not what you should talk about just yet.

justification: what we do with our free time shouldn't be affected by our boyfriends...fuck you...you love your boyfriend very much and if you are afraid to let him know about what it is you are doing then maybe your relationship isn't worth the cup of coffee i bought you the last time you broke up...i believe drugs were involved then also...

...respect...

honesty...

fucking be honest, at the least...i am dissappointed in you enough for hurting yourself like this but at least be hoenst to him...hiding this will only make things worse and i know he reads my diary and i know he's a smart guy...

honesty...

when i interviewed lovesick back in november...remember you were there with me, listening intently to fred's beautiful words: "...we were talking about healthy, open, honest, thoughtful and fair relationships, and how that's the way we would like to live out things in our lives. What would be the guide for our ideal of balanced working relationships? We realized that there are no role models what-so-ever..."

be a role model...

check yr head.

get a life.

tell the truth. isnt that what love is all about?

xoxo

listen to: your concsience and the swelling volume of your beating heart that slowly drives you mad.

peel back the floorboards and give away your secret.

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